DOOMED TO​.​.​.

by LINDSAY B.

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16 months ago i started writing a record with no real creative compass or graceful plan of execution. just a bunch of really tough shit was happening and what resulted was this, a 5-song coming to terms with probably being doomed forever. that, to me, has become my most reliable muse and i'm cool with that. -L

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released June 20, 2017

music and lyrics by Lindsay Baffo

recorded by Jesse Avila in the winter/spring of 2017 at The Hut in San Fernando, CA.

Lindsay Baffo: vox, guitar
Jesse Avila: bass, additional guitar
Alex Foley: drums

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Track Name: Sun in Pisces
if i'm too late
if i'm to blame
well it's all the same
i won't change

no hope for me
i'm not worried
i don't feel sad
it's not that bad

but i'm not somebody you can lean on
i still have dreams of my own
and if you want me
then you gotta let me know

better off alone

are you over me?
i've been hard to reach
and so mean

i still hate your friends
wasted my time again
by lying down outside your house
just to get your attention

i feel embarrassed for even asking
"can i still crash on your floor?"
i fucking love ya
but i'm better off alone

better off alone

doomed to...
doomed to...
doomed to feel this forever
Track Name: Graduating
were you missing out?
no one's missing me
i'm the reason why my friends are not friends with me

and it's funny how
after all this time
i still sleep with the lights on every single night

there's nothing quite like
being the last one to know
i always knew i would end up alone

never even started
already giving up
this is the part where i discover
i will never be enough
because i'm boring
and i'm bitter
and i'm drunk
and there's always someone better than you
at doing the things you love

there's nothing quite like
being the last one to know
i always knew i would end up alone

graduating
now i'm gone

there's nothing quite like
being the last one to know
i always knew i would end up alone
Track Name: I Do
the only reason i called you last night
was because i was drunk and alone
and i got to thinking about how we looked good together
but i look the best on my own
i'm such an asshole for calling
i guess i wanna talk
and if i actually meant what i said
i never would have said it at all

how do i waste my life?
there's nothing like thinking
your friends never liked you
and then being right
it's always the wrong thing to say at the worst time
and i'm fine
with putting myself first
or coming up short
and then letting you down
did you see it coming?
were you surprised?

i do what i want
(going out, getting some)

i wanna go somewhere
i wanna feel brand new
i wanna surgically remove
any last remaining thoughts of you
and everyone's getting older
and everyone's growing up
and everyone's moving out
and on from me
i never thought you would too

i do what i want
(going out, getting some)
Track Name: Driving
speak in tongues to me
say only nice things
when i call

dont feign your energy
you have the best parts of me
you stole

i sent a message asking
"are u mine?"
but i dont wanna know
please dont reply

i wanna know where you go
i wanna know where you end up
driving to see you tonight
driving to see where you've gone

i am in misery
i only love desperately
or not at all

i sent a message asking
"are u mine?"
but i dont wanna know
please dont reply

i wanna know where you go
i wanna know where you end up
driving to see you tonight
driving to see where you've gone

driving around with you
driving around...
Track Name: Nobody's Waiting
something keeps me trapped down here for hours.
i can almost make you out in the dark
i feel like i constantly kicking upward for a surface
that never comes.

it was nice of you to say you didn't love her
when we both know that you do

nobody's waiting
nobody's waiting
nobody's waiting for me

something eats away at my better judgment
i don't miss food or feeling
and i know it's late
and i shouldn't have called you, baby
i'm a hound dog
let me in

i don't know what to do
but all i know is that i wish i never met you

nobody's waiting
nobody's waiting
nobody's waiting for me

no more waking up in the morning
and then wrapping your arms around me
no more sneaking out
so your parents don't see where you've been hiding
no more kissing you at the front door
no more holding you in the shower
no more laying down beside you
in the backseat of your car...