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YEAR OF THE DOG

by LINDSAY B.

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1.
invade my space waste my time i want my best friend to punch me in the face and tell me i'm fine i need more distractions i need to be my own light i'm so impressed with how well i ignored the signs how do i stop picturing me in your arms when i'm feeling defeated? you stopped calling i stopped believing i'm sleeping in my car again i'm looking for new ways to detach i need room to breathe i hope my ex boyfriend's better off without me so i'm drunk and i'm coming over do you feel sorry for me? it starts looking bad when you're the last one to leave how do i stop picturing me in your arms when i'm feeling defeated? you stopped calling i stopped believing i'm sleeping in my car again invade my space waste my time i want my best friend to punch me in the face and tell me i'm fine i need more distractions i need to be my own light i'm so impressed with how well i ignored the signs
2.
Bummer Days 04:14
so much for summer i have no california pride sick of the ocean you're sick of fighting every night i will stop calling i will stop writing songs for you i know it's over i know it's over but i don't want to celebrate i only drink for bummer days now i'm face down on the bathroom floor some things will never change don't you ever say that i didn't try we still sleep in separate beds in separate cities every night so i keep my mouth shut i won't even cry don't you ever say that i didn't try bona fide fuck up still hanging on a pixies song well i locked all the doors and left you in the cold and i felt better but i was stupid and ashamed and oh so sorry "we're chained, we're chained" but i don't need a damn parade i only drink for bummer days now i'm clawing at your door because you said you'd be okay don't you ever say that i didn't try we still sleep in separate beds in separate cities every night so i keep my mouth shut i won't even cry don't you ever say that i didn't try
3.
if you want to forget forever it's all over i'll feel whatever guess we tried but whoever did? love is hard but everything is kissing goodbye on the driveway screaming your name on the phone it's not even like i feel sorry how else would you ever know? i'm so pessimistic i can tell it's wearing you out i thought that i learned my lesson though it'd be golden by now it's my default to be fragile that keeps me so out of touch why were you laughing in my face? sometimes i can't get enough first, we start growing apart and then we all fall out of love and then we make our peace with it it's what we wanted all along i pictured us with a family now i can't even picture me with you so i just go back to my bed and fall asleep to the news i'm so pessimistic i can tell it's wearing you out i thought that i learned my lesson though it'd be golden by now it's my default to be fragile that keeps me so out of touch why were you laughing in my face? sometimes i can't get enough i can't get enough
4.
if i'm too late if i'm to blame well it's all the same i won't change no hope for me i'm not worried i don't feel sad it's not that bad but i'm not somebody you can lean on i still have dreams of my own and if you want me then you gotta let me know better off alone are you over me? i've been hard to reach and so mean i still hate your friends wasted my time again by lying down outside your house just to get your attention i feel embarrassed for even asking "can i still crash on your floor?" i fucking love ya but i'm better off alone better off alone doomed to doomed to doomed to feel this forever
5.
Driving 03:29
speak in tongues to me say only nice things when i call dont feign your energy you have the best parts of me you stole i sent a message asking "are u mine?" but i dont wanna know please dont reply i wanna know where you go i wanna know where you end up driving to see you tonight driving to see where you've gone i am in misery i only love desperately or not at all i sent a message asking "are u mine?" but i dont wanna know please dont reply i wanna know where you go i wanna know where you end up driving to see you tonight driving to see where you've gone driving around with you driving around
6.
Sincere 04:09
i can sleep with the lights off i only listen to Jawbreaker now it felt so good to give up on my dreaming of us ever working things out i stopped cutting my hair i started charging my crystals i can adjust my habits but i cant forgive myself so please stop relying on me and ill stop looking in your direction i am not your friend im only looking for a win everything stays the same i feel like splitting teeth im taking up all of your time then i take it personally im still in love with you dont tell me that it's too late the harder i try to be sincere the more you take it the wrong way what more could you expect? im always showing up late and leaving without an explanation so please stop relying on me and ill stop looking in your direction i am not your friend im only looking for a win everything stays the same i feel like splitting teeth im taking up all of your time then i take it personally im still in love with you dont tell me that it's too late the harder i try to be sincere the more you take it the way
7.
all this time it was me standing in the way of myself i'm blocking my own shot i'm looking for a way out it's never graceful it's never enough well i lied it still hurts you never looked at me the way you looked at her it holds me hostage it pulls me under you'll get what you want i'll get what i deserve there's nothing more i can say i can do i will wait til i go running back to your arms like a dog like i never left at all i miss the way you said you loved me when you never did or when you said i chose loneliness over everything i never sleep in i can't make rent and my dreams are better off happening for somebody else there's nothing more i can say i can do i will wait til i go running back to your arms like a dog like i never left at all

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released September 22, 2018

Lindsay Baffo- vox, guitar, keys
Jesse Avila- guitar, vox
Gus Puga- bass
Tib Van Dyke- drums

recorded and engineered by Jesse Avila in the spring/summer of 2018 at MDM Studios in Los Angeles, CA
produced by Lindsay Baffo and Jesse Avila

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