1. |
Sleeping in my Car
03:16
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invade my space
waste my time
i want my best friend to punch me in the face
and tell me i'm fine
i need more distractions
i need to be my own light
i'm so impressed with how well
i ignored the signs
how do i stop picturing me in
your arms when i'm feeling defeated?
you stopped calling
i stopped believing
i'm sleeping in my car again
i'm looking for new ways to detach
i need room to breathe
i hope my ex boyfriend's better off without me
so i'm drunk
and i'm coming over
do you feel sorry for me?
it starts looking bad when you're the last one to leave
how do i stop picturing me in
your arms when i'm feeling defeated?
you stopped calling
i stopped believing
i'm sleeping in my car again
invade my space
waste my time
i want my best friend to punch me in the face
and tell me i'm fine
i need more distractions
i need to be my own light
i'm so impressed with how well
i ignored the signs
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2. |
Bummer Days
04:14
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so much for summer
i have no california pride
sick of the ocean
you're sick of fighting every night
i will stop calling
i will stop writing songs for you
i know it's over
i know it's over
but i don't want to celebrate
i only drink for bummer days
now i'm face down on the bathroom floor
some things will never change
don't you ever say that i didn't try
we still sleep in separate beds
in separate cities every night
so i keep my mouth shut
i won't even cry
don't you ever say that i didn't try
bona fide fuck up
still hanging on a pixies song
well i locked all the doors
and left you in the cold
and i felt better
but i was stupid and ashamed
and oh so sorry
"we're chained, we're chained"
but i don't need a damn parade
i only drink for bummer days
now i'm clawing at your door
because you said you'd be okay
don't you ever say that i didn't try
we still sleep in separate beds
in separate cities every night
so i keep my mouth shut
i won't even cry
don't you ever say that i didn't try
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3. |
Can't Get Enough
03:27
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if you want to forget forever
it's all over
i'll feel whatever
guess we tried
but whoever did?
love is hard
but everything is
kissing goodbye on the driveway
screaming your name on the phone
it's not even like i feel sorry
how else would you ever know?
i'm so pessimistic
i can tell it's wearing you out
i thought that i learned my lesson
though it'd be golden by now
it's my default to be fragile
that keeps me so out of touch
why were you laughing in my face?
sometimes i can't get enough
first, we start growing apart
and then we all fall out of love
and then we make our peace with it
it's what we wanted all along
i pictured us with a family
now i can't even picture me with you
so i just go back to my bed
and fall asleep to the news
i'm so pessimistic
i can tell it's wearing you out
i thought that i learned my lesson
though it'd be golden by now
it's my default to be fragile
that keeps me so out of touch
why were you laughing in my face?
sometimes i can't get enough
i can't get enough
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4. |
Sun in Pisces
03:35
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if i'm too late
if i'm to blame
well it's all the same
i won't change
no hope for me
i'm not worried
i don't feel sad
it's not that bad
but i'm not somebody you can lean on
i still have dreams of my own
and if you want me
then you gotta let me know
better off alone
are you over me?
i've been hard to reach
and so mean
i still hate your friends
wasted my time again
by lying down outside your house
just to get your attention
i feel embarrassed for even asking
"can i still crash on your floor?"
i fucking love ya
but i'm better off alone
better off alone
doomed to
doomed to
doomed to feel this forever
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5. |
Driving
03:29
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speak in tongues to me
say only nice things
when i call
dont feign your energy
you have the best parts of me
you stole
i sent a message asking
"are u mine?"
but i dont wanna know
please dont reply
i wanna know where you go
i wanna know where you end up
driving to see you tonight
driving to see where you've gone
i am in misery
i only love desperately
or not at all
i sent a message asking
"are u mine?"
but i dont wanna know
please dont reply
i wanna know where you go
i wanna know where you end up
driving to see you tonight
driving to see where you've gone
driving around with you
driving around
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6. |
Sincere
04:09
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i can sleep with the lights off
i only listen to Jawbreaker now
it felt so good to give up on my dreaming
of us ever working things out
i stopped cutting my hair
i started charging my crystals
i can adjust my habits
but i cant forgive myself
so please stop relying on me
and ill stop looking in your direction
i am not your friend
im only looking for a win
everything stays the same
i feel like splitting teeth
im taking up all of your time
then i take it personally
im still in love with you
dont tell me that it's too late
the harder i try to be sincere
the more you take it the wrong way
what more could you expect?
im always showing up late
and leaving without an explanation
so please stop relying on me
and ill stop looking in your direction
i am not your friend
im only looking for a win
everything stays the same
i feel like splitting teeth
im taking up all of your time
then i take it personally
im still in love with you
dont tell me that it's too late
the harder i try to be sincere
the more you take it the way
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7. |
Year of the Dog
03:42
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all this time it was me
standing in the way of myself
i'm blocking my own shot
i'm looking for a way out
it's never graceful
it's never enough
well i lied
it still hurts
you never looked at me
the way you looked at her
it holds me hostage
it pulls me under
you'll get what you want
i'll get what i deserve
there's nothing more
i can say
i can do
i will wait
til i go
running back
to your arms
like a dog
like i never left at all
i miss the way you said you loved me
when you never did
or when you said
i chose loneliness over everything
i never sleep in
i can't make rent
and my dreams are better off happening for somebody else
there's nothing more
i can say
i can do
i will wait
til i go
running back
to your arms
like a dog
like i never left at all
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